I've always thought that not knowing what would happen next was exciting, thrilling and such a big adventure. Then I got scared, freaked out and almost ran away into the darkness one night , literally. After seeing the big sky with the openness of the night, stars blinking at me from every direction, I walked back to my room slowly and felt a little braver again.

I always thought the answers were waiting round the corner. Then I realized there was no point in wanting answers, cause they didn't really solve anything. There are no answers. No 'secrets'. Just possibilities. Like how every tree reaches up to the clouds in different directions.

I don't want answers anymore.

I just want to suck in all that life can give me right now and pour out all I'm capable of giving. I just want to be here - sitting, standing, smiling, crying, eating and laughing with you under the same sun. I just want to enjoy the warmth when it's hot and embrace the rain when it's cold. I just want to never look back in anger and never look forward in fear.